And I’m crying inside…
Because I miss you

And I’m dying inside…
Because I need you

And it was all so different.
And then you were gone.
Lost in the shadows
You were afraid all along
Of everything in front
And what you left behind

~~~
Spinning sideways with a backward roll
Kill the lights
And sell your soul.

Because it’s over.

And I’m to afraid to forget you
Because life won’t go on without you
But it has to…

And I don’t know if I can be angry
I don’t know if I can cry…
I’m scared and I’m hurt
And I’m dying inside.

Because it’s over.

And I feel so bad for letting you down
Blowing you off
Muting the sound.

Because I might have done this to you
I might have opened you up
To everything that was wrong
To everything corrupt

And I don’t know how to be angry
At someone I loved so much
And I don’t know if I want to cry
Without your caring touch.

Because you’re not there beside me
You were gone without a second glance
You took your life
you never wanted that second chance

And now it’s over.

And I’m not sure how to be angry…
And I’m going to learn how to cry
And I’m going to feel this pain forever
Because you’re not here by my side

Because it’s over.

11/29/2006

Author's Note: To my friend Amy... i miss you babe.

Posted on 11/29/2006
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