one step at a time
i tell myself
but i am
going
insane
i am so tired
of the repetitive
conversation cycle
i want
him to be
honest
with me
i'm so tired
of his facade
of his devious
smirk as he
picks me apart
and explains
how
every bit of me is
repulsive
but then calls
and asks for my company
i must say
i am more than
confused, i am
ready to burst
because there's a line
of boys who will
be nice to me but
the one i want
is the one who
wont

10/17/2006

Author's Note: mostly a rant.

Posted on 10/17/2006
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