This year has had it share of ups and downs,

More downs than ups really ~

There were times when my brain ached from spinning,

and my heart was weak from pounding in my throat,

but we made it through and I don't know if I could have done it without you....

I melted inside so many times in the last six months that I didn't know if I could ever be whole again,

but you allowed me to be cold, so I could be solid again.

When the puzzle was smashed on the floor and it looked impossible for it to ever come together,

you let me build myself up, one piece at a time.

There were times that I was selfish,

struggling to breath there was no way I could breath for you,

although it was hard and definately not easy,

you let me figure it out on my own,

which is harder than saving me~

although the struggles have not ended I am figuring it out,

as one solid person, an independant being as me and not us.

I am stronger because of it and I know I can face it on my own.

06/12/2006