Posted by Jared Fladeland on 07/08/06 at 03:27 PM hmmm. this reminds me of two different girls. One, the type who's pretty in high school, but people can't look past her prettiness to see she's in dire pain. I knew a girl like that. I knew several girls like that, who make bad life decisions because they're so desperately in pain and they need something or someone, or so they think, to make them feel better.
the other type of girl is the girl who, is still pretty and such on the outside, but they reject "prettiness." Instead, they're in love with pain and the macabre. Their heroes are the type who have committed "romantic" suicide, and they're values are just completely eschew.
I've known both types of girls, both with this outward alluring quality, but inside they are striving for something better, because they've never known better. |