Alot has changed all through the passed on days.
Alot has changed, even me: well, some would say.
I still wear scars 'round my heart
I still hide my tears in with trapp'ed poems
I still flinch everytime i hear you name.
An ice queen, alone in her castle, so distant, so safe, from you.
A cold heart forced to warm to life, i can't drown in this sadness forever.

You'll never hear me crying, you'll never hear my laughter, you'll never see my smile, you'll never feel my love, a love shared by thousands, you'll never feel the warmth that other's truly cherish.

I brandish an ice cold torch of regret in your name. This other hand remains extended, an outreach to the world, you can't destroy my love.

10/31/2005

Author's Note: i think there's a side of my heart with names scrawled on it....those names are scratched out, with a new name underneath them. I'm tired of giving my heart out only in vain.

Posted on 10/31/2005
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