Lets leave it be.
Not more than and not near friends. Just leave me be. Stop pretending. I'm not stable. I've never mastered that task. Strength I may have, but a stable ground to base the strength off...I've lost. So leave me please, don't say hello. My heart will break, this I know for sure. I'm picking up the pieces, I'm pasting them together...but it won't keep them from shattering. So leave me be, though I'll always be there...you've done enough damage to last a couple years. Until you're ready to face the facts, don't throw me curve balls that I can't catch. I let you know who I was, opened doors that had long since been locked shut. The first chance you got you through a rock. Now I'm cementing it all tight. You know you've got the ability to climb my walls, just please don't tie ropes that'll help you get up. Live a life of happiness and love. But don't expect me to stand by.

10/28/2004