It's hard to smile, it's hard to laugh
When the only thing worth laughing at
Is my miserable fucking life
Filled with nothing and drenched with fat

It's hard to see in the darkness
That surrounds me everywhere I go
I close my eyes and embrace death
For love's embrace I'll never know

It's hard to love without a heart
I gave mine away so long ago
Now she is someone else’s wife
And I'm no one you'd want to know

It's hard to want without desire
I don't give a damn any more
I'd rather quit this empty life
And pass through Hades open door

It's hard to know what love is
When no one has ever loved me
Don't bother trying to save my life
A life not worth taking for free

It's impossible to save
Not even Jesus Christ can save me
From throwing away this waste of life
That has become my destiny

04/22/2001

Posted on 09/24/2005
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