It isn't fair to expect you to fill my empty life
It isn't fair to want you to love me as my wife
It isn't fair to pretend you're not with another man
It isn't fair to keep hoping that he won't be the one

But I can't stop from feeling that life is never fair
For me it's never been even close
I've never had the chance to share
I want this pain to go away

I don't want to live another day
If I'm to never hear what I want you to say
But I don't want to hear it if you don't feel that way
I'd rather die than live that lie

I'd rather end my retched nights
I want to pull my plug and shut off all my lights
I want to die, I want to end this misery
I can't take anymore of what's living inside me

10/29/2001

Posted on 09/24/2005
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