I wish I could say
That it is just an ordinary day
So I wouldn't have to hurt
So I wouldn't have to feel this way

I wish I could die
Or forget how to feel and how to cry
Cupid's pierced my heart again
Forced me to fall for another friend

I don't want to know
How golden and fun your new currents flow
I don't want to meet the lucky one
Who has stolen my wishes and won

Won your heart instead
He makes me wish I'm already dead
But all my wishes were swept away
My pierced heart bleeds this Valentine's Day

02/08/2002

Author's Note: There is no doubt, this was the worst day of my life. I will never forget it or the feeling that brought me to uncontrollable tears, that made it impossible to speak to those sitting at the dinner table. It must have been obvious to them, no one even tried to speak to me. I could not have answered them if they had. If I had died that day, it would only have released the pain I wanted to cut out of my chest.

Posted on 09/19/2005
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