I don't want to face tomorrow,
to bear all the pain.
My life is spinning in circles
and all I can see is grey.
Lying in my bed,
dressed completely in white,
I feel like I am going insane.

I don't want to be taken away
but I feel I can no longer stay
here in this world of hate
and agony.
My back aches with all this pressure
you give me world.
I am so drained and exhausted
from all my sorrow.

I don't want to be weak
please let me rise,
but I see the snow falling faintly
and I see it in your eyes.
The clouds will not separate
and I can't see the sun
nothing in this world will sparkle
and I am not yet done.

I don't want to face tomorrow
and leave my soul behind.
All I know is that there's hope
when I can see the sun shine.

07/16/2005

Author's Note: I wrote this earlier last year too. I only add it here because the part about being dressed completely in white amuses me. I think when I wrote this, I was sick, overally dramatic and dressed all in white pajamas... that made me feel like I was in a mental institution... haha this probably amuses me too much eh? XD

Posted on 07/16/2005
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