There were times when I thought death would be better.
Times when I didn't think I could get through.
Suddenly, one day, there was you.
How do you get rid of feelings that weren't grown.
An instant feeling from the bottom of your soul.
Do you grin and bear, the pain you're put through.
How do I get rid of you?
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In moments you were wronged, I was there.
How do I explain I'll always care.
It's not easy to suppress everything inside.
Though I suppose it's what I've been doing my whole life.
How do you tell someone, they mean more than the world.
What good can come, from opening that door?
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It's easier to forget, when there are distractions in life.
I tried to believe, everything I felt was a lie.
But months can't cover up or make it all disappear.
So tell me where I'm supposed to go from here...

07/12/2005