Cinder Heart
by Nikki BensonClear as sun
To see them through my eyes
But the colors all reflected green
They called out to me
Join us beautiful
Spend some time with us dear friend
My heart won’t smile
But I move mouth
You’ll know my eyes and
Follow the rules of pity and pride
My world won’t change
This shadow won’t fall
Until I keep my word
And make my peace with God
I come for the festivities
With him on my mind and
A cinder block on my chest
The weight is almost crushing me
I don’t know how to care
For the people so dear to me
So dear
Make my peace
You’ve been so good to me
But I don’t
Want your sympathy
Your smiles and pretty lives
Won’t help me
Forgive me of my crimes
You’ve been so good to me
But I don’t
Want your sympathy
You smiles and pretty lives
Won’t help me
Forgive me of my crimes
So Dear
Make my peace
My heart won’t smile
But I move mouth
You’ll know my eyes and
Follow the rules of pity and pride
My world won’t change
This shadow won’t fall
Until I keep my word
And make my peace with God
06/15/2005