I'll fake it for you.
Is that what you want?
A fake smile... glowing eyes?
I'll do whatever you want me to do.
Just let me make them happy.
I want everyone to be happy.

I'd kill myself to make them want me for me.
I'd do anything... be anything.
I'll stop eating so I can be skinny like she wants me
I'll get comfortable with being in awkward positions like he wants me to be
I'll be the girl he thought he knew just like he wants me to be
I'll do it all.... Anything to keep them from hurting.
Can't they see, I'd give up my world for them?

But I'm dying on the inside.
I just want to get out.
Get out of this hell.
I'm lying to myself... to everyone.
I want a brand new start... a clean slate.
I want to smile like I mean it again.
Not some smile I force onto my lips that has broken hearted written all over it
I just want them to love me for me

All I need is…

J U S T I C E

06/14/2005