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Choices

by Jeffrey Parren

I can still feel the warmth of her skin. The touch of her lips, still presides in my mind. The times and events we shared can never be had by another person that enters into either one of our lives. Yet I have to live with the unforgettable decision. The ultimate choice I made still lingers, sometimes more, sometimes less. My choice may have never come again if it wasn’t for the choices she made.

Losing sleep, lacking comfort
I toss and turn in my bed,
Searching for reason given by another.

Regrets reviewed within are constant.
Loneliness sets in and visions of time
Spent plays like a movie in my mind.

Happy times, sad times, gone forever.
Memories good and bad remain solely
As time used in learning; experience.

Feelings unsettled, of things possible
To change, forever etched as is,
Unfortunate as it all really is.

The sound of her voice conjures
Feelings of love and hate, but
I still know I made the right choices.

01/19/2004

Author's Note: About an old (ex) girlfriend.

Posted on 05/20/2005
Copyright © 2025 Jeffrey Parren

Member Comments on this Poem
Posted by Charlie Morgan on 05/24/05 at 04:28 PM

...jeffrey, on this one i think you could format the first paragraph into a poetic stance and begin the poem that way instead of the paragraphical form that you have...all the other lines were specific about the hurting/healing process[which sometimes can seem never-ending]but you do a great job on covering the yin/yang we get out of relationships, they reinforce our BEING [who we think we are!]...peace, chaz

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