I'm living my life like a shadow,
I'm living my life like there's no tomorrow.
I'm living proof that life's not fair,
I'm living like I just don't care.

When will the hurt go away?
When will happiness stay?

And I hate myself,
I hurt myself;
The only release I ever get.

So I hate myself,
I hurt myself;
The only feelings I ever get.

I'm down in this hole I've buried myself,
I'm down in the ground with lack of health.
I'm down with all the things you do to me,
I'm down with all the things you can't see.

When will the pain go away?
When will misery run away?

And I hate myself,
I hurt myself;
Just a victim of a victimless crime.

So I hate myself,
I abuse myself;
Something that I do all the time.

I'm nothing to you, you've always known,
I'm nothing with you, just a broken home.
I'm nothing but a hole with a smile,
I'm nothing with scarred wrists from a nail file.

When will the agony go away?
When will the sorrow leave?

And I hate myself,
I hurt myself;
Shrinks just can't understand.

So I hate myself,
I hurt myself;
It's all been done by my own hand.

03/31/2005

Posted on 03/31/2005
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