by Amy Niggel
Loving me never was easy
so I don't know why I thought it would be painless for you
maybe I just hoped you'd be different
maybe I just wanted you too much
so I let you in
and I wrecked you
like I wreck everything
I didn't mean to
if nothing else please believe that
What was I thinking?
Why did I even bother trying?
I am a natural disaster
everything I touch falls apart
why should this have been any different?
I wish you'd never touched my heart
never melted the years of ice there
I wish I felt nothing
then you wouldn't hurt
I'm sorry love
I've let you down again
Author's Note: God I suck at this. And this is why I am not meant to be in relationships... yeah I am dysfunctional big time. Dammit
Posted on 01/06/2005
Copyright © 2021 Amy Niggel
|Member Comments on this Poem|
|Posted by Richard Vince on 01/06/05 at 11:46 PM|
if i can break out of that cycle, i'm sure you can.
|Posted by JD Clay on 01/13/05 at 02:54 PM|
From your self-defaming authors note, you've lead the reader to believe this an autobiographical piece. On the positive side, you've succeeded at the 'poor me' poem. This is great!