I was never sure whether you knew or not
I thought maybe I had gotten away with it
But then I saw the look in your eyes
You knew
Sometimes we do things just because no one can see into us
Sometimes we ignore simply based on beauty
Truth is, I thought I would never get away
I knew you would find me
But I must run anyway
I am clearly in my own now
Do not think me unconscious of what I am doing
Someday you will understand the hopelessness of your life
There was no way to prepare for the inevitable
I could just kill you
Then theres nothing else for me to lose
Dont pretend you care
Dont fucking pretend that youre blind
You knew
Dont cry now dear
Its too fucking late for that
You will feel everyone
Their pain is yours
Lets just run away
Lets just forgive
But you knew I could never do that
This is my ending and you will be the next beginning
We have to take care of only what we are responsible for
Please, just succumb to the truth
Lies and truth
Thats all we have now

I knew I would find you here.

12/28/2004

Posted on 12/28/2004
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