Childish without understanding how
Lost girl running around somewhere inside
I chase after the past
Needing permission to breathe
Sinking in a mixture of sweaty tears and salty hands
YouÂ’re hovering over
Inside a solarized glow
Softness meets your lurking shadow
You look so beautiful
I could almost touch your cheek
My fingers are too weak
You found a new target
Someone else to blast with love
Falling deeper
My love has spoiled
Rotten distrust
I gave you my heart
I see it now
Spattered on the ground
You chewed through the best pieces
Vomited what you couldnÂ’t keep down
This is what love is without an understanding.Understanding of the self and the other.'one chew through the best pieces and
Vomit what one couldn’t keep down