My lips are chapped from the wind in your head

It surrounded me as I tried to figure you out

The coldness of your breath upon the back of my neck

Reminds me of the reasons why I left

There were times when I thought it was love

Just when I thought I was close

I chose

To find someone else to get lost in

There were many guys I had

You were but one small detour on my way to hell

I needed to find a way to hide

I thought life was a game that only I knew how to win

I made the rules for us

Then I broke them over your back

You said all you wanted was for me to be happy

That was a premature lie

I needed you to make me shed my skins

I needed to give in

I thought sex was what you craved

So I gave

All I could afford

Now my hands are bruised from trying to open your heart

You made my soul explode

I hope you choke on all the parts.

06/15/2004

Posted on 12/02/2004
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