i'm missing you crazy thing though
i won't ever admit it to anyone who is you
& you should have seen the look on your face
when i read between the lines that last time.

and i laugh in shades of lavender you would
want to wear and i take white pills to find a
thrill
i know
is no longer there.

i wish you could see how easy it is for me
to forget you, to not remember anything,
how adaptable i am,

how carefully i close my eyes on just about everything.

and just so you know
i don't dream you anymore crazy thing
but if i were to, i'd keep every little part of you
exactly
the same.
nov 4, 04

11/04/2004

Posted on 11/05/2004
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