I don't know why
I drink now and days?
I doubt it is because
of you in my mind.

I think maybe it is
the feeling of finding
the warmth in my blood stream.
Maybe it's just my desire
to kill the pain?

I hardly doubt it though
since I don't miss you that much.
I do not know why I fell for you,
maybe it was to cling to something
pure.

Now I know that purity is just
an excuse for the impurity of
my dark soul that lurks.
So I'll leave you with a thought,
and you will be confused as
my mind swims in find liquor.

10/23/2004

Posted on 10/23/2004
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