lost by Angela Thomasi'm looking for you everywhere and baby, i do miss
you more than i've missed anything else. and there is
an awkward silence one the phone, and i do want to cry
and i do want to scream. and i do want to just show up
at your house and beg to hug you. because this life
is just too short and i love you just too much. my boss
asked me if i was staying to work, and i smiled, while
my heart broke, and i asked, "why wouldn't i?" i could feel
my insides just lay down at that very minute. all the wishing
and hoping and dreaming just ceased in my chest, like an
exhausted child that can't keep begging for something
they are never going to have. i'm lost without you. idealists
would say, give it a try, maybe it can work, but we both
know that the world is greater than that, that society can
keep us from reaching across everything and falling in love.
i've never felt so lost before in my life. please don't leave
me out here all alone. 10/19/2004 Posted on 10/19/2004 Copyright © 2024 Angela Thomas
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