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swearing them off

by Angela Thomas

you explained it all to me. you told
me about how the reason you didn't
call me was because you thought
that i was being too much. too much
what? i never asked. and i'm not going
to because i'm swearing them off. my
phone will not dial anyone's number,
it will not be reaching out. let me collapse
inward, because at least i know that in there,
there is no dissapointment, there is no pain,
there is no standing in a drizzly concert
seeing him turn his back away like he's
pretending i'm not real, and the only thing
that i can do is straighten up and put on
the fakest smile i can muster while closing
my eyes so that at least, if he looks towards
me, he'll think i'm happy. he couldn't know
me well enough to know it was all a show,
all a front to play games and be "too much."
i burnt myself yesterday on a hot piece
of metal, now i know not to touch things
that will only leave me scarred.

07/01/2004

Author's Note: i used to have these lines as the ending but i thought them wordy, what do you think? "why would my
heart do anything differently. i'm through
with sticking my hands in a fire. i'm ready to
be cold again. "

Posted on 07/02/2004
Copyright © 2026 Angela Thomas

Member Comments on this Poem
Posted by Genevieve Sturrock on 02/04/07 at 03:21 AM

This found it's way to the home page as a Member's Favorite...so glad it did! I really like the ending too...a new take on once bitten, twice shy. Hope you did eventually decide to reach out again, though. Not every guy is a jerk.

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