relapse by Kalikala Smith why am i at it again? feeling like i should be sleeping, and not existing. will i wake up again? hoping that its all a dream, then i look up and it seems... so real, so hopeless, so i'm breaking down... again. why do i feel so alone? telling myself that people really don't need me. when will this mind game end? thought that i was okay, and now i'm breaking... down so real, so hopeless, so i'm breaking down... again. 06/29/2004 Author's Note: beginnings of a song. yesterday was a major relapse into what i haven't felt in awhile. i really don't want another episode of that again in my life. Posted on 06/29/2004 Copyright © 2025 Kalikala Smith Member Comments on this Poem Posted by Michelle Angelini on 06/29/04 at 09:57 PM Sad lyrics. Could be a blues (or ol style country western) song. I'm sorry such unhappiness had to spark your creativity, but isn't that what poetry is all about,getting feelings, etc down? I've been there, too - hang in there. Return to the Previous Page   pathetic.org Version 7.3.2 May 2004 Terms and Conditions of Use 0 member(s) and 2 visitor(s) online All works Copyright © 2025 their respective authors. Page Generated In 0 Second(s)