Weary of this life I lead and the world about.
Sinking farther into the mire of despair and doubt.
Feeling that my humanity is in some desrepair,
Although I am far past the point of where I even care.
Questioning the validity of what I say and think.
Wondering if my sanity is teetering on the brink.
Pondering if my memories be of the future or things past.
Fearful disillusionment into my mind is cast.
Doubtful that dreams from me I can no longer coax.
Contemplating that all I see is just an enormous hoax.

10/18/1994

Posted on 05/22/2004
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