You had me convinced that you would love me forever.
How could I have trusted you so much?
How could I have given myself so completely to you, when you haven't done the same?
Why didn't I see it?
Love makes you ignore the problems...
Love makes you think that it will all work itself out
Yet here I am...
Still completely in love
But wishing that I wasn't
You told me things wouldn't change
You told me that you loved me
Why does everything seem like such a lie now?
You cry...does it mean you care?
I wish I knew...
I wish I fell higher up on your scale of important things in your life...
I wish that I was as important to you as you are to me...
I don't want to lose you
I don't want to have to say "good-bye"
I don't want to hurt anymore

04/06/2004

Author's Note: To T... I will always love you, no matter what happens. I will love you...even if you don't love me.

Posted on 04/07/2004
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