I realized I loved you after looking back on my lack of self control
I knew I needed you, before you even touched my soul…

You reached into my chest and yanked out my heart
And from the long ending came a new start..

A new life spent stating into those blue eyes..
And everyday like a new surprise…

I vibrate every time I come within range
And you leave me with a feeling so strange

It’s like I’m back in Junior High frames of mind
And I’m not used to a feeling of this kind..
You make me giggle like it was the funniest shit
And I come to love every little bit of it..

You make me feel like a new person, like a baby-born
And you don’t even mind if we just watched a porn..

Your depths of a person have me astounded
And around you it’s hard to keep grounded..

I just want to float away with every new thing you say
How you wake me up as a person and brighten my day…

You are the love.. the life.. I’ve been searching for..
And I think for my dismal soul, you carry the cure..

I’d do anything for you now.. I don’t care how..
I’d burn a million years, just to wash away these fears..
I’d die in a valiant attempt for your well being well kempt
So I suffer inside these feelings I can’t hide..
I try to control the lack of love that is a deep hole..
I drive myself around myself like a clown car gone down ward, far.

I’ve driven myself mad in riddles to explain this feeling
Where my heads up there floating with the ceiling..
Stars rub my ears when you hug me under the moon
And every time I see you, it’s never too soon…

I love you.. and these words ring deep in me..
Since love hasn’t always been this easy..
You just snuck in like a thief in the night..
And for once… with all this… I’m alright.

03/14/2004

Author's Note: this was written in homage to Renee..

Posted on 03/14/2004
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