We talked today,
And before I go further,
May I just say

FUCK

Oh, and also

FUUUUUUUUCK!

That said,
I have to admit
The honesty was real
And there's no reason for me to be angry
And I'm not

I just don't know what happened.
And I don't know if it's something I can change
Or if I should change it.

I hate the conflict I feel.
I hate the "pain now, or pain later" decision
And I hate that I don't want to lose you.

01/22/2004

Posted on 01/22/2004
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