6th year..healing by Lisa-Dawn SparlingIt is hard to explain how it feels now.
It almost feels like a lifetime ago.
I know longer walk in the fog.
I know longer feel my stomach drop when I hear your name.
I know longer search for you in crowds wondering if somehow you came back.
I know longer cry everytime I realize that you are not here.
The scar is still huge, but not quite as deep.
Now when I hear a certain song or am somewhere that reminds me of you,
I smile at the thought of you.
Tears still find there waydown my cheek but it doesn't burn like the tears used to.
I still think of you everday,
I still yearn for you and miss you.
And even though I will never understand why you had to leave,
I realize that you are gone,
and I am a better person because of you. 01/15/2004 Author's Note: ..as the sixth year marking of Kelly's death draws near...
Posted on 01/15/2004 Copyright © 2025 Lisa-Dawn Sparling
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