I used to dream about you now I only think
I used to love you now all I do is drink
I cant listen to dave anymore, he reminds me of moments with you
I cant mention you, in fear of muttering something true..
I had this image of you ingrained in my mind
And now, I must have been blind
I struggled for independence before me met
And I guess thats just what I get
A dream faded into a reality
And I guess youll never come back to me
We might talk and flirt over the phone..
But Its me whos always sleeping alone
I dream of the days back when we still were in love
And how we just couldnt get enough
Now we just shrug and say I dunno
But we both know where we wanna go
Snuggling deep in your neck as I crawl towards sleep
With all these little sexual secrets to keep
How you moaned, the words you said as you came
And now, nothing can ever be the same.

How could you look them in the eyes the same again
As you penetrated them in your lustful sin..
How can you utter that name
And think of them the same?
How can you talk about them cold

You snipped a lock of my hair while I slept.. and into my dreams you crept
Taking my parts along with yours
And if you asked where my heart is, Id say it was hers.
I thought about myself long ago
And now she is all Ive ever come to know
Shes wrapped my world up in her arms
And Im just a sucker for her charms
I wouldnt want it any other way
And its sad to think , I love you is all I can say

Head hazy with sleep depravation
Locked out fo my internal regulation
Stuck in this lifelong of frustration
So here is my resignation
Im done fighting the good fight for peace

Eyes crossing without permission
As we collide and our souls fission
I dream about you with my eyes wide open
And for your love, Im hoping..
Ill seduce you in your sleep
Just so Ill have another secret to keep
Loving you in your dreams..
Making love to you until the suns early beams..
Wrapped your hair around my fingers
And even after youve left, your essence still lingers
I can smell you on my ski and on my breathe
And Im scared that I might love you to death.

01/12/2004

Posted on 01/12/2004
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