i don't know where i'm going with this but someone great told me if i stay long enough, something will come. i guess it's my therapy/ i've got to rid my body of these toxins somehow so let it be you for aslong as it takes till you're gone. i guess sitting around having thoughts in the back of my mind linger forward is unhealthy. honestly, i dont want o hate you and i know i'll never forget you. change is inevitable so replaying isn't an option. just don't take it personally. and it's not like i'm asking you bow at my feet- just give me some space. it's perfectly sane for me to sit here from now until eternity with a box of BIC pens (preferably blue ink) and a billion sheets of college ruled paper and write about you. if it's al i know, it's all i can do.

10/17/2000

Posted on 12/19/2003
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