you think time would heal a broken heart. i’ve known you 4 years and up until now, i’ve only seen you twice. i’m sorry you’re still bitter because i threw it all away. it doesn’t matter how many times i tell you it was for the better, it’s still not acceptable for you. i’ve seen you 4 times total now. 12:42 am until sometime later morning i laid in your bed. and the second night, you know what kind of things happen when watching BAD BOYS. and somehow, i’m ok with it, i think. no one knows but us and whoever you told. all i know is that i use it to make my judgment that you’re not the one i thought you were, you’re not the one for me. but as i look back on it now, i was she’d leave because even though i have him, i’m still lonely at night.

12/13/2003

Posted on 12/13/2003
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