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I am (unfinished)

by Kalikala Smith

I am a fluid disease of radioactive proportions.
I am languid in stone masses, and simple putty in broken bones.
I am afraid to see beyond this, thinning debris like ash on paper.. afraid to stick to too many spots and rubbed in harshly when needed.
I am thick swollen veins on the base of the tongue, the life line for one more desperate kiss.
I am timber gathered carelessly by men who's jackets keep their dirty secrets safe within their pockets.
I am jagged edges on broken crystal given to a mother after breaking her heart.
I am thinning hairs on bare heads wishing for a youth they hated when they had it.
I am the unclea, the unseen, the unspoken of, unless whispered in the night by the fires of unconciousness.
I have carried my weight with labored steps, each peircing the bones with the lack of fat, scraping together rawly, drag after drag.
I am someone's pregnant insanity, able to las out when the birth becomes too hard to bear.
I wish I could be high.

10/29/2003

Posted on 11/02/2003
Copyright © 2025 Kalikala Smith

Member Comments on this Poem
Posted by Christel Crews on 11/03/03 at 09:39 PM

wow!

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