Damn Samantha, I miss you so.
So angry at myself for letting you go.
Waking after these dreams I've had.
Waking up without you always leaves me sad.
Dreaming of love lingering and gone past.
Something I wish I could have truly made last.
I could have asked you to stay,
but I was afraid of commitment and let you get away.
Now I'm hurt and alone with my little perverted dreams.
Having to deal with these little girls and their evil schemes.
I've been missing you since you left
and on my heart another love fall's deaf.
I never thought a dream could leave me so sad
or pull rage from my soul for love I once had.
Holding you close to my heart only in my slumber
and for love, boy you sure had my number...
Wondering why you didn't call or write,
sticking me here without you in my sight...
I thought I could just let you walk away
and not be able to think about you any other day
but these dreams have become my hell away from wake
and I wish you'd come back for my hearts sake.
I damn myself for being so stupid
and not letting my mind listen to cupid.
I damn myself for not speaking my mind.
Since I've found love's so hard to find.

I miss the days I spent in your arms.
I miss the nights I spent enjoying your charms.
I miss those eyes that loved me so
and I damn myself for letting you go,

But now things have changed so much
since you left and didn't keep in touch.

10/20/2003

Author's Note: I wrote this one for Samantha.. duh.. =)

Posted on 10/20/2003
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