How can you reasonably be so mean?
Acting like some cut off queen
with your petty mind games.
Playing them over and over again.
No variety in the conversation
while I'm under the realization
that you were never for me
and all for you, So I can see
the reputation is killing me.
It's something I shudder to see.
The same old bullshit again and again.
Sitting there trying to defend
my feelings of kindness to you
when all you do is make me blue.
maybe I just want what I can't get
but at least once I made you wet.
In that dark room of some unknown kid,
in those moments of thinking about what we did
but I guess things can change
when you wanna act strange.
your thong making my friends drool
while making me out to be the fool
but hey, maybe it's better this way
for you'll never read what I have to say.

10/19/2003

Author's Note: this one was for april as well.. she couldnt read, so the last line is something of an inside joke.

Posted on 10/20/2003
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