A pain inside my head is slowly tearing me apart.
A strain pulling fiercelyat my at my heart.
My vision goes red and sweat launguidly runs.
My breathing goes rampant, this is far from fun.
A man of emotion that's what I am
in a world of slaughter, I’m the lamb..
For my trust, I gave freely over to you
and for that trust your returns happened to be few.
You stole my trust and destroyed my newfound faith.
Do you expect me to still be here and feel safe?
I guess I'm just ineptly stupid for just trusting you
when you always proved your promises untrue..
Everyday I wish all of that was just a dream
you and I, the whole thing makes me wanna scream.

10/19/2003

Author's Note: This was about a girl I was dating named April... I wrote alot of pieces like this about her... on most of them, they follow the same kinda line of thought...

Posted on 10/19/2003
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