you failed to warn me of the danger in
loving anything too much and now i hate you
more than my hands can stand.

please, just tell me this is going to get easier
on down the road. i've never been able to see
further than the look on your face. see, i was
never one to make plans for a future i wasn't
sure i had and somehow, the irony in all of this
will always escape us. i wish i could make-believe
myself into something chewable for you to
choke on because i need to leave a mark somewhere

and i'm running out of time for the both of us.

you know, most days i would sell you for just
about anything and now i'm so afraid that thats
going to end up being the only thing left of
truth between us.

10/09/2003

Author's Note: ughhh..just some words.

Posted on 10/09/2003
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