i'm trying hard not to think of you
it is not easy to forget your smile

...i wonder if i cross your mind at all...

how many moments spent watching a phone
that is offensive in its silence

...do you even remember the number...

i always knew you were not reliable
i have no hold on you

...though you would tell me otherwise...

this knowledge does nothing
to ease my suffering

...i will still answer should you decide to call...

10/02/2003