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fear and loathing in palmdale
by Michele Schottelkorbyou say one thing
but mean another
although I love you
like no other
I cannot see
beyond your lies
shaded behind
sympathetic eyes
everyone watches
me go crazy
as I sit here
and act hazy
sick of fakeness
(hypocrisy lives here)
the breaking point
is very near
I hate myself
(I hate you too)
for making me
believe in you
07/19/2003
Author's Note: this time has passed, however, as long as my love's offspring stays in my home, deceit continues to be a slight problem... this was written for my love back in july because of the lies to protect her bad behavior... much of my mental distress has been precipitated by this person i chose to take care of for him... (i don't really hate him... but the wording felt right)
Posted on 09/15/2003
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