Messy hair and dry eyes
so dry I'm begging for tears to come
Tired (so tired) everyday
Monotony is worsening it 20 fold

My dynamic character has settled in her ways,
without my permission.

Patterns.
I hate them.
Just like even numbers.

I would rather be a 1 than a 10,
undivided and prime.
If 1 isn't enough for you, so be it.

There are things I know I'll never be:
beautiful, vengeful, elitist...
And there are things I wish I were:
beautiful, vengeful, elitist...

Selfish and unforgiving, I'd get my way.
But I'm not and I never will.

Because I am a 1, not a 10 -
undivided and prime,
fearing nothing more
than the staticity that is swallowing me.

09/13/2003