Follow your heart, or follow your head?
Future becomes blurry, truth becomes unclear
You remain Distant from your loved ones,
Your enemies are gathering.
Weighing risk and chance
Fills the mind with uncertainty.
And though it pains you, to wake with
each coming day,
Pray the hope inside
grows within your empty soul.
Only time can change you,
What happens now depends on what you decide.

09/12/2003

Author's Note: Written awhile ago. I fell apart a few months ago...Its hard to pick your feet up sometimes. And some times it takes awhile to do so. (In February) "Its not in my heart or head right now to fall or feel for anyone...there's something going on in my head, its somehwat hard to explain....your not the only person i've avoided, but its all just the same....im aware i've hurt alot of people's feelings, i can only be sorry for the things ive done. I've been focused on my own pain, dissection of the feelings that make me crumble, and get to the dark place im in.... im in love with my own misery, im in love with my heartache and pain. im in love with someone who can never feel or reciprocate the way he feels. my heart belongs to someone far away."

Posted on 09/13/2003
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