my eyes they graze across the place
where you alone once stood
my mind can picture perfectly your face
more detailed than it should.
but i never really loved you.

i needed something else that night
more than the world can give
i wanted someone to fight my fights
allowing me to live
but i never really loved you

we had sex, we did not make love-
i couldn't even feel
my mind was floating high above
and nothing seemed too real
because i never really loved you

and so through the years i've cheated you
pretending with the best
you said to me it's too good to be true
inside i felt repressed
because i never really loved you

i vow to show you the verity
i know the pain will slice
you will see with clarity
you have already paid a price
because i never loved you at all.

09/04/2003

Posted on 09/04/2003
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