“KELLY” she sobbed “it’s okay” I want to say to her… I’m here babe”

I look at the house we just bought

I see pictures of when we first met,

I see my work boots sitting at the front door

And my underwear folded neatly on the washing machine.

I can hear my new son crying, oh god I don’t even know if he’ll remember me.

Jacob is sitting and staring at the wall. It’s okay partner… daddy loves you.

I’m sorry lis but I’m okay. I’ll always be here pooker. I’ll always be here.

I wasn’t scared it happened so fast.. I knew you were there with me.

I could hear you asking the nurse why I was turning blue… I was already gone.

I came to see you that night and I know you could feel me.

I wrapped around you like a warm blanket so you could sleep before it hit you.

I’m sorry baby. I never meant to leave you like this.

I can hear you whisper I love you before you go to sleep everynight.. I know you love me.

I have always known you loved me. I only wished I told you one last time before I left.

I love you.