worn out and torn down by Rachelle Howedear sister,
my head is swimming.
i'm a goldfish again.
all these things are
taking their toll on me,
and i'm washing away, corroded.
do you know where the sunlight has gone?
did i pull the shades again?
i'm wondering if i'll open my eyes,
or if they'll be forever swollen shut.
rarah, i've been drinking again.
i can see my reflection in the amber pools.
i wonder how long i'll stay afloat,
wonder how long i can hold out.
why does the world have splintered eyes?
i see nothing but ghosts and villains.
everything is closing in,
my nerves announcing their wear.
i'm starting to panic,
the night watchers keeping quiet tabs.
i have to bribe them, i think, to breathe,
or maybe i'll wallow instead.
sister, help me find my light.
the delusions and misconceptions
are breeding holes in my waxwork,
and i've been ruined along the way. 09/02/2003 Posted on 09/02/2003 Copyright © 2024 Rachelle Howe
Member Comments on this Poem |
Posted by Kristine Briese on 09/02/03 at 05:22 PM Very vividly drawn; pulls the reader into your dilemma, then the flow carries us along. |
Posted by Max Bouillet on 09/05/03 at 03:44 PM Excellent imagery and a firm tribute to those who watch out for you. Great words. |
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