i can't stop this
i can't control this
asking myself - what the hell are you doing
will it hurt? yes.
it already does
so stop - now!
but it's too deep
for me atleast
i can't get in there - scared to push too hard
to end this too soon
because i have to admit - it's fun
a dream.
there's already distance
or it could just be me
if i just had the guts to say
hey listen for one minute
all the doubts i have
could be gone
but which way will this go?
God, i know the answer - nowhere.
my dreams tell me, my heart, everything -
your stare.
just let it happen again -
just once.
i would sacrifice my life
do you realize?
how long have i floated
in your amazing eyes
so thanks for fullfilling a little girl's dream
just don't fuck with me

07/14/1999

Posted on 09/02/2003
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