Misty plane, alone he stood
Hidden and veiled from you, my dear
Clouded view, from far he looked
Silent and waiting for you, he still
Silvered haired and crimson eyed
Peaceful heart, he yet to find
Nevertheless, for you he cares
His name is called the dream he seeks

08/23/2003

Author's Note: Paz Eterna is my alter character, i used online... was posting anonymously at my ex's blog... until she demanded to noe who the zark am I, well I posted this poem and oh well... this is the reply i gotten...

"wah lau.... id have guessed it's u... get outta my LJ!!! XD"

sigh... i'm just being nice... offering words of comfort when she is down... (She is the one who dumped and stomped on my poor heart... she trashed my ego and self respect too... :( )

maybe i shldn't be reading her blog... but i can't help myself... and it is a public blog...

well, it has being almost 16 months... I'm still waiting... I dunno why... maybe i never will... sigh*... she nv cared when i starved myself, deprived myself of sleep, went self destructive, broke my leg and stuff... she nv cared... and why do i still care... why do i still wait?

sometimes i hate myself... well, maybe not... I'm still breathing, dead man achieves nothing...

Posted on 08/25/2003
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