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Happy Child
by S.J. Tylereyes aglow
attached to happiness
with a tether
of attention
joyful
lights dancing
off the dark liquid puddles of your eyes
happiness that i Created
Me
Me
i did it
i take full credit
though You dont know it
and ill probably deny it
be modest
but it was ME!
not your ex
not any man
who slides his hands
up all over
makes You do foul things
but your friend
because i care
and i can be better
than any of them ever were
to You
some friend i am
as You lay there
like a child
so innocently thrilled
one-track mind
one-track mind
silky smooth neck
i sweep back long, drive-me-wild hair
(smacks myself
but then sucked back into fantasy despite)
my cracked lips of corruption
sponging that neck
tickling You delightfully
You see how happy i make You?
how much pleasure i can give?
roll your head back and take it
those watery eyes closed
rolled back
Youve never felt this good
and i would have done it
it would have been me
ME!
A great friend i am
do this all for you
Or rather that i dont
You lay there, joy
i will not touch You
i will not
Like my child
i want to take your care
your well-being
as my own
make You happy
make You pure
whole, new, happy
driving me wild with your smile
lips parted, excited
exploding
and red
red like my flushed cheeks
and my blood as it hits the air
clenching my fist
to stop shaking
hold still
breaking the skin
bleeding
but its painless
stress-less
almost unnoticeable
stay happy
i hide it
selfless
for wanting nothing short of
the world
for you
wanting to make You feel good
and right
selfish i am though
for wanting to do to You
what they all wanted
deranged
demented
destructive
all ds
ddddeadly
wont be selfish
wont do that
just lay there
dont worry
im a good girl i am
and i guess ill always be one
02/07/2003 Author's Note: There is now a sequel/conclusion to this poem...
Posted on 08/19/2003
Copyright © 2024 S.J. Tyler
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