It creeps out of the precipices of my tunnel visoned eyes..
Deep in it's shadowy disguise...
Lurking around every corner, waiting for me to slip up
To show me the error of my ways, to end my painful days.

I used to be scared when I was young
but now, I know the past and where I'm from.
I dont dare worry about it anymore
since I'd gladly leave and walk through it's door.
Walking into a tunnel of light, blinded by my sense of sight
What some people call wrong, I think of as right.
I'm not afraid of the dark anymore, it's only the night.
I used to explain the logic to myself on a ritual occasion
but then I forgot about my fears persuasion
I activly seek the answers at the end of the tunnel
as the rain falls and the skies tumble.
I wish for you all the best as I glide into the abyss
and hope that this world is something you won't miss..
For how could I miss this onrunning joke of tragedy and misery
that seemed to take pleasure out of the punishment on me
Beaten to a pulp by the hands of loved ones
raped of my innocence at an age of mistaken puns
Run rampant by a system of naysayers and christian colations
Where I've lived my life by there degrading conditions
I used to fear what I didnt understand
and I see how everything never goes as planned
I see how my dreams just taunt me into reality
and destroy every bit of my favorite fantasy
I thought once that life was so clean and pure
but I don't belive that stupid shit anymore..

06/25/2003

Posted on 06/26/2003
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