Hey
Just so you know
I'm not still pissed because

YOU CHEATED

Or even because

YOU BLAMED ME

Here is why I am actually still angry with you:

You lied when I asked if you cheated.
You lied when I asked if I should still come all the way down to Argentina.
You lied when you said you still loved me.
You lied when you said you wanted to marry me.
You lied when I asked if there was anyone else.

YOU LIED
YOU LIED
YOU LIED

And that is why
Seven months later
I am still pissed.
So don't even expect that you will have my friendship.
Don't expect you will have my trust.
Don't expect that I will simply "get over"
This hideous betrayal.

Trust me,
I DON'T love you.
I don't even like you.
So if you never hear from me again,
Just know this:

I am happier than I have ever been,
Without you.
I have more confidence than I ever had,
Without you.
My life is so much easier,
Without you.
I can spend much more time with people who DON'T treat me like shit,
Without you.

So I will always be happy,
Without you.

06/22/2003

Posted on 06/22/2003
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