Almost betrayal, but not quite.
It’s my fault
I only stayed because I’m a Masochist
Deep down I try to hurt myself
I wanted to crash that car
Well now I want to stop
I want someone to care for me
I want to be in love
But no one’s there
It seems as though the worlds against me
And a God is laughing.

I think I might be doomed.
I think I may be stuck
But I just started to see
And It’s only begun to anger me.

My thirst for her still lingered
God I want her so bad
Truth revealed a less than clever joke
God was indeed laughing
But he let me see that I can have the world
But only if I take it

06/09/2003

Author's Note: Kyrsten

Posted on 06/14/2003
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